Tonight I realized that I wasn't living my life for my God. He put me on this earth to glorify His name and that seems to be the farthest thing I was doing. Tonight I had this weird feeling like something wasn't right or something was wrong with someone I was close with. I had been feeling that way for about 2 hours before something in my mind told me to read Psalm 32. I was nervous to what I would find there, but not surprised once I read it. It was truly a gift from God it was about being disobedient. I finally understood where my terrible feeling was coming from it was me that something wasn't right with; day after day I do something that doesn't glorify Jesus Christ and have been very disobedient. Tonight I cried out to God to forgive me for each and everything that I've done knowing that when I did it was a sin but ignoring that fact. It's mind boggling that we have a real living God so loving, kind, and merciful that would forgive you no matter what you've done no matter the size. I know he's planned an amazing and abundant life for me and all I want to do is follow it the best I can. Now I pray that when I'm tempted to sin that he will strengthen me and just put another Bible verse in my head for me to find. Lord I love you and all praise be to you name!
Psalm 32:5
Finally, I confessed all my sins to you
and stopped trying to hide my guilt.
I said to myself, "I will confess my
rebellion to the Lord."
And you forgave me! All my guilt is
gone.
